Perception

i feel everything in this world is based on perception.how people view it...the whole idea is that ..today something good happens and i am so happy..the world is beautiful.the next day something bad happens and the world is bad.

Almost every day of  my life seems a burden..i seem to be disappointed with everyone..people seem to react the way i do not expect them to!!!!or maybe it is just my perception of the way things should be!!!!

I wish i was the controller of everything around me creating a control system applying Nyquist Stability Criterion but emotional activities have barely any connection with control systems!!!:(

Emotion

When a phase of life starts one ends but naturally for a new beginning..something old has to end.The most important thing is why(???)) are there so many phases!!!!If everything could be continuous,a smooth flow of all the incidents of life.These incidents however tend to change the course of the free flowing river.It may be death or birth or betrayal,love,hatred which can be summed up as one word EMOTION.


Emotion is only a 7 letter word but i feel it carries a really heavy meaning as if the whole world rests on its shoulders(comparing to a human..:O)for any action of any individual in this world.


When we win,when we lose, when we try hard its emotion.Expressing emotion and feeling some kind of emotion is different.It's always better to express..


Sometimes we feel tht when we hide our emotions we are very mature but deep inside we put a burden on ourselves...


Another big question...when in life there is no one to express this emotion or share it.....what is to be done when nobody understands you...i wish i had an answer..****sigh***** 

Aspects of Rongali Bihu

The Assamese Gamucha

Kopou Phool(Flower)

I MANAGED THE SECOND..

Today is a special day for all Assamese people..rongali bihu after all...Obviously i had a good start today....woke up in my usual time...8 a.m..(i love it wen college is closed:P)....


The usual invitation to mama's place was there and i was prepared to reach on time today...
with all the dressing up ....which took a lot of time...
At mama's place a very nice lunch awaited!!!Together with the added attraction of my little niece...nupur!!!!


Rongali Bihu is seriously worth celebrating.that time of the year when all members of the family get together exchange gifts.....gamuchas....now i am gearing up form some husory in one of the bihu sonmilonis...i hope the weather doesn't play the spoilsport..

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Its already causing trouble with a terrible wind blowing and bringing along a cold wave..seriously weather in guwahati is so unpredicatble...when the sun should have been shining bright ...it is the dark clouds which a re being the centre of attraction...

THE FIRST TIME

Ok!!This is my first post..i am trying to get ready for the blogging experience.

To the lonely times to the happier times to depressing moments to mad moments i can express myself in this way.Its a good way.

Typing seems better than writing with a pen at times thanks to social networking sites.

Sharing my thoughts and feelings has always been a difficult task for me.i always tend to be a better listener.

Random thoughts do cross my mind.however jotting them down immediately is an impossible task. This will help....i hope i am able to post often...instead of spending hours over the phone till the battery becomes dead!!!:P